Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind - Erase?
Just watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, a movie that I wanted to watch for ages.
I was thinking about a question throughout the movie.
Is it really perfect to have all memories with the person that you once loved erased?
Or let me rephrase my question; is it what you want when your heart is broken?
You would definitely suffer a lot when you are left alone.
You can’t sleep even when you have been awake for 4 days. You can’t eat or drink when your stomach is complaining hard. You get the phone but you don’t know who you are trying to call. You walk and walk but you don’t know where your next station is. The movie is finally on show but the one you want to share things with is no longer there. You pick up a piece of beautiful dress, but you forget to ask for a fitting room before you pay. You don’t want to stay alone on street because you can’t afford to meet anyone you once met and got close to.
You smile and laugh in front of others with all your might to show you are strong and tough and it’s just a tiny chapter of your life. But you know bloody well that it hurts with every smile you make. The more laughter you make, the more suffering you have.
Will time really heal? I am trying to live as usual as I could. Things seem to go on easier than I expected. I thought I would feel much better in one or two more months, I really thought before I met someone today. I saw a guy with similar shape of him walking towards me. I couldn’t control but my heart rate went up just in a second.
I was thinking about a question throughout the movie.
Is it really perfect to have all memories with the person that you once loved erased?
Or let me rephrase my question; is it what you want when your heart is broken?
You would definitely suffer a lot when you are left alone.
You can’t sleep even when you have been awake for 4 days. You can’t eat or drink when your stomach is complaining hard. You get the phone but you don’t know who you are trying to call. You walk and walk but you don’t know where your next station is. The movie is finally on show but the one you want to share things with is no longer there. You pick up a piece of beautiful dress, but you forget to ask for a fitting room before you pay. You don’t want to stay alone on street because you can’t afford to meet anyone you once met and got close to.
You smile and laugh in front of others with all your might to show you are strong and tough and it’s just a tiny chapter of your life. But you know bloody well that it hurts with every smile you make. The more laughter you make, the more suffering you have.
Will time really heal? I am trying to live as usual as I could. Things seem to go on easier than I expected. I thought I would feel much better in one or two more months, I really thought before I met someone today. I saw a guy with similar shape of him walking towards me. I couldn’t control but my heart rate went up just in a second.
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